snowdusk

tuesday, december 24, 2002

 
oh yeah, merry christmas!!

日本人の友だちへ： メリークリスマス！
10:15 PM

 
i finally confronted one of my co-worker who seems to hate my guts for no reason at all... i don't confront people for no reason and i only do it if it is really necessary or if that person goes over the board... so, this morning, i greeted her good morning and she just ignored me... so i said it again, she finally spoke and said "i know i know", without even looking at me... my other co-workers saw it and i felt humiliated by it... i got really pissed off at her. so i went back to my desk thinking whether i should confront her or not... she's been like this ever since i started working there... and it's been more than a year already... she's such a bitter bitch... and she's only like that to me... she's so nice to my other co-workers... obviously, she has some problems with me... so, i came up to her and called her... and she just started yapping-and-yapping quoting the incident that happened the day before where i wanted to ask her a question about the job and she just told me that she couldn't help me because she was on the phone, although she wasn't talking to anybody... she said it in a really rude way... she could've told me in a nicer way or more professionally... again, she humiliated me in front of this new lady in the department who she was training... anyway, back to the confrontation, so she started talking and talking explaining to me that she couldn't help me and stuff, without even looking at me... she treated me like a garbage... and then i asked her "is there something about me that bothers you?"... and i really said it in a very kind and in a very low tone... then she finally looked to me and said "no, why?"... then i told her about how she treated me that morning... and on and on, and then she totally changed her tone and facial expression... and told me she just heard a bad news, yadda-yadda.... as usual, i was too nice, i asked her if she was okay and i said sorry... she's such a liar... she hates me because i kept asking her question, although, i ask only things that i couldn't possibly know, ie. intelligent questions, not some stupid questions, and i only bother only three times a week or maybe less... but there's a reason why i should be asking her question, first, she's responsible for anything to do with training in the department, secondly, she trained me when i first started there, and lastly and i hate to admit it, she's one of the most knowledgeable person in the department... to answer questions is one of her job... or maybe, she she just hates me for no reason... so, for the rest of the day, she became extremely nice to me...... Such a faker that bitch... i still hate her. she's the only one who's like that to me in the department.... i've been very patient to her, just ignoring what she's been doing to me... she's been making my life miserable all along... but today, she went over the board... obviously, something's wrong with her... maybe she thinks i'm an alien from outer space, or perhaps she's just jealous about me and my looks and stuff... haha.... bottom line, i got nothing to do with her and to me, she is nothing but a fart floating in the air...

i'm sorry.... i'm really really pissed at her. she should be thankful i didn't humiliate her in front of our colleagues... i could've done that but i'll make that my christmas gift to her.
10:11 PM

sunday, december 22, 2002

 
i spend way too much time on the internet these days.... gotta do something different.
8:34 PM

thursday, december 19, 2002

 
i gotta get some more sleep... 4 hours everyday is just not enough... i get so embarrassed people staring at me sleeping in the subway... i might not realize my saliva is already dripping, or something like that. i dont' want that to happen.
11:55 PM

tuesday, december 17, 2002

 
it's so cold in toronto!!!! i've been sleeping 4 hours in the past few days.... ^_^ maybe i'll be dead by friday... i've been spending way too much time on the web lately. i gotta do something more meaningful...
11:13 PM

monday, december 16, 2002

 
stomach cramps.... head ache... dizziness... it was a bad day today... i guess it was lack of sleep or i ate something weird. i was suppose to go to karaoke with my japanese friends but i was too sick to go. darn!
11:39 PM

 
msie 5.1 for mac is amazing!! it's too hi-tech for me!! i'm so overwhelmed! yikes!
12:09 AM

 
i'm crazy about this iMac! ^_^ i've been surfing the web like crazy!! i've been stuck with old computers at home so it was a big change for me.
12:06 AM

saturday, december 14, 2002

 
i got my new iMac! her name is Molly... ^_^ it was so funny, because i had a few drinks when i got home and i was too excited i installed it even when i was a bit drunk! my head is killing me right now...
5:39 AM

friday, december 13, 2002

 
oh my... my last exam in about 20 minutes... ganbatte to me! ^_^
1:41 PM

thursday, december 12, 2002

 
my friend in japan sent me hirai ken, triceratops, chemistry and rip slyme MD's !! i'm so happy!

one more exam to go and i'm done for the year! gotta wear my charms again! ^_^

i'm so excited to get my new iMac!! i should have it by tomorrow! ^_^ i'm such a geek!

大好きな友だちは日本からぼくに平井堅とトライセラトップスとＣｈｅｍｉｓｔｒｙとＲｉｐＳｌｙｍｅのＭＤを送った。よかった！＾＿＾ぼくが幸せだ！本当にありがとう、京子！！！
10:37 PM

wednesday, december 11, 2002

 
i'm gonna have a new toy next week, yay! it's a christmas present from me to me ^__^ ... can't wait... finally, a faster computer! i guess i'm gonna be replacing kiko soon :-( i gotta think of a new name for my new iMac... well, it's actually a second hand iMac somebody is going to sell me ^__^ but it's good enough! i managed to survive in ** much ** older mac and pc's....

my membership with my new server was finally processed! the bluelotus project is soon going to have a new home.... yay! good-bye, you java-power-sucking-pop-up-happy yahoo geocities you!!! >_< i had enough!
6:28 PM

tuesday, december 10, 2002

 
i sucked in the exam!!! whaaaa!!! :-(
9:11 PM

 
okay, i really need to do this so i can do well with my final exam today ^_^ and i'm a really superstitious guy...

so, i'm wearing my "hissho" shirt underneath another shirt for good luck... haha... it's a gift my good friends jerwin and jeff gave me for my birthday... (for people who don't know, these chinese characters mixed with these symbolic rays... well traditionally they're red but it doesn't matter, etc, are thought to bring the wearer closer to luck and to a job-well-done... some school kids in japan wear the bandana version of it for good luck while writing an important exam)...

今日、大切で最後の試験があるから、ぼくの「必勝」シャーツをほかのシャーツの下に着てるんだ。ぼく、とても迷信家なんだね。＾＿＾

4:10 PM

saturday, december 7, 2002

 
今日の新しい言葉：ぷう太郎　。。。。 hahaha....
9:00 PM

tuesday, december 3, 2002

 
oooh... me like ^_^
4:26 PM

 
i screwed up with my japanese oral test >_< ach.... i forgot to read the piece sensei told us to read.... but i think i did well with the conversation part because sensei said so ** i hope it's true! **

don't you hate it when a piece of meat is stuck between your teeth... i f*#@n' hate it!!! i want a floss!!!
4:02 PM

monday, december 2, 2002

 
argh
10:31 PM

 
i don't know why but i'm really down today... i'm so worried about something... i'm so confused. what should i do?

on top of that, i feel bloated. i've been eating a lot lately. i must cut down.
10:30 PM

 
i found out most people like the dark depressed gothic version of this site.... so, the dark theme's back, as version 13... the happy version 12 didn't last long, eh? actually, i like the dark version better because i feel kinda depressed right now :-(

i watched panic room on video today... i love it! full of suspense!

geocities have been giving me so much problems lately.... for some reason, it kept concatenating all the files i uploaded using their "easy upload" thingy on the web. it was hell!!! i thought i had a virus in my computer.... so, i installed norton antivirus on my pc (... or pee-cee ^_^ i use my pee-cee to upload files, access blogger and geocities, because my mac is too old to access these sites and it still uses a 14.4K modem! ^_^ )which is a real memory-hogger.. but, i had to do it! so i did, after installation, i booted, and guess what, i got a message "operating system not found" ..... good thing i found my win98 startup disk, booted from there, then ran the antivirus program through dos... there was no virus! i booted my system again hoping windows will load, and it did! what the hell happened earlier??? anyway, up to this moment, geocities still giving me problem... i couldn't upload my pages, so i used their html editor thingy to create new files by copying-and-pasting my html codes... what a pain! as soon as i got a new server, i will leave geocities forever... enough is enough! i applied for a web space a few days ago through "super dimensional fortress" (what a cool name, eh?!)... all they ask is a donation of either US $ 1 or 5 Euros... not bad at all!!! it was not just webspace actually, there's more included in the deal!
1:13 AM

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