snowdusk

Friday, October 27, 2006

I'm lovin' this yucky but healthy stuff... and the taste is... not bad at all.

1:16 AM

Thursday, October 26, 2006

We almost broke up today. Thank God my good sense took control of me and managed to stop it. Pheeew!

11:34 PM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Love Sickness

I think I gave myself away too much with this person. I think I got myself too deep in this relationship and now, I find myself hurting in just even very small mishaps between us... I am so distracted by them. I guess I think too much. Am I just being very pessimistic? Every little thing becomes a big thing and it's ruining the relationship. I guess I'm not very good in relationships. Maybe I shouldn't get myself involved into one. It's a bit depressing I know. I was even contemplating of ending it, for my own sake... I fall apart so easily and I can't afford that right now, living away from home, living on my own. I can't sacrifice my well-being and my career for this kind of thing. It seems pride and pessimism are always the cause of breakdown in all my relationships... 'nuff said.

10:21 PM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

... on that note, I will from now on forget my ex T, forever... 残念、just the way treated my repeated emails to シャ .... Not any one of them シャ responded to, except when I emailed シャ in error... I love my new ヤグ！！！

10:56 PM

I'm so love sick!!! It's unbearable! シャ already told me that シャ loves me!!

10:53 PM

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Feels Like Heaven

Last night was the most amazing night I've ever had since, like forever... I met this amazing ヤグ last night and I just can't stop thinking about シャ since. It's been a while since the last time I went out with somebody and it looks like this will be a keeper... however, I went to this "omikuji" (oracle) yesterday in a Shinto shrine around my area and it said my heart won't connect to my partner... I hope it isn't true... In any way, I like this ヤグ very much and vice versa, so シャ tells me.

The feeling man... I feel like I'm in heaven... I haven't felt this way for a long time... I feel like a teenager again! ^ _ ^

1:15 PM

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