snowdusk

thursday, november 30, 2000

sometimes i have to remind myself that i'm 25... somehow i still think i'm 20 or something... hmmm...
7:17 AM

my brother did not pick up the computeryesterday...:-( he'll pick it up today... well he should. i'm quite overwhelmed ofthethings i have to do, that i should've done long time ago... i'm such abig procrastinator. saturday is the company's christmas formal dance... i'm notreally very thrilled about it... as usual, i will go without a date (itwouldbe quite awkward if i bring one *wink* *wink*). i'm still quite"bloated"(if that's the word to describe it) from eating lotsa sushi and friedricefrom last night. i was very hyper, happy and giddy last night too... mymomstarted to think raw fish were some kind of "upper" for me.

i'm so sleepy right now... i need my coffee... tim horton's opens in 7minutesdownstairs at the caf. wait.
6:53 AM

wednesday, november 29, 2000

i'll get a new computer today... yay... nothavingone at home is unbearable... i slept really early last night, like10:30.
6:48 AM

tuesday, november 28, 2000

wow! i discovered something really mindblogglingtoday... Myself and Timhas thesame exact birthday (of course I'm 7 years older) and exact sameweight!! Katakataka!

oh and yeah, hurrah for Tim! ^_^ *wink* *wink* i'm so damn proud of you!
7:26 AM

i still don't have access to an internet, noteven a computer at home... my brother's getting a more powerfulcomputeron wednesday... yay... sorry if i haven't been responding to youre-mails...

ah... i've finally defeated the dragonofthe grasslands... but i still haven't captured a chocobo... now i'mtrying to finance a battle that is to be waged by the people of thegrassland against the evil shinra inc.... it was too damn expensive i had to sell alot of my items and materia... we're still short of money after all that...geez... i was thinking of forgetting the whole thing but i've alreadycontributedtoo much gils so i might as well continue helping them with thebattle...

argh.. what was i babbling about...
6:44 AM

monday, november 27, 2000

mr. flower has finallygiven up on me saturday afternoon... so i haven't had access to theinternet ever since... i'm blogging from work right now. it's good not to have accessto the internet for a while so i could do more non-internet stuff, liketv,videos and playstation... yup, i'm now officially a final fantasy addict... i stayedup so late last night trying to defeat the dragon of the grassland andtryingto capture that damn chocobo... argh... i'm just not good at this gamebuti'm really trying my best (a tip would be greatly appreciated *looks attim*)i had to give up because it was really late... i will continue my questwheni get home ^_^
7:54 AM

saturday, november 25, 2000

HAPPY BIRTHDAY J!!!

Today is your big day, my friend... and enjoy it!

... and you are definitely not a loser...in my eyes your site is still the best Filipino site ever ^_^
3:51 AM

friday, november 24, 2000

oh no... tim is about to put down his blog :-( but it's okay...he'llstill be with us through nothing.

yeah... i'm blogging from work because my computer kept turning itself...
7:30 AM

thursday, november 23, 2000

i took the BitchTest because a girl from workasked me to... and this was the result:

... which is apparently higher than worldwide average of 38%... bitch!
11:27 PM

happy thanksgiving to my american friends!...especially to Tim ^_^

I notice I talk about Tim a lot on my blog... I should call this The ILove Tim Blog.. hehe...
10:39 PM

i'm so annoyed today... don't know why.
11:07 AM

wednesday, november 22, 2000

hi... nothing... i just wanna post somethingbeforei log off for the day... see, i'm trying out this time managementsystemi devised for myself... i allocated portions of my time equally to docertainthings so i would end up accomplishing something for the day... i'venoticedthat i've been surfing the web/reading blogs/maintaining my blogs ALOT...that's all i do after work... so yeah... it's working pretty well...and with that i have to sleep early, like 11:30 PM (I usually sleep at
12:30AM). Okay, I've spent 8 minutes overtime on the Net... time for videogames^_^
10:37 PM

scenario: you have a huge crush on somebody...you know it's a dead end pursuit... is hating the person the best waytoget over that person?
12:38 PM

is it 4:30 yet? i wanna go home...
9:56 AM

Konnichiwa! Good morning!｡Buenos dias! Bonjour!Guten Morgen! Bongiorno! Magandang umaga!

I came 45 minutes early before I start my shift.... enjoying mycoffee... blogging...

I just learned a very dangerous thing to do and that is turning myalarmclock off instead of pressing "snooze"... yesterday I was late comingtowork because of that. My mommy had to wake me up today.
7:51 AM

tuesday, november 21, 2000

oh great... i'm now one of tim's online concubines... ^_^

oh and by the way tim... that was a cute picture... LOL... i can't stopgiggling... hehe...
11:16 PM

... too sleepy to blog... i will blog again wheni'm fully awake.
8:36 PM

monday, november 20, 2000

ok... final fantasy is becoming addictive... i'mgetting too involved in the love talks going on in the game... kindacute...i can't wait what's gonna happen between the soldier (who I now callHideyoshi),his girlfriend (Tifa... yeah, that is the default name because iaccidentallypressed save.. i meant to personalize it... i'm still bitter about it..hmmmp!)and the flowergirl (who I call Akiko)... is it gonna be a lovetriangle? ah... i better stop blogging and carry on with my new adventure... ^_^

ah... the blog before this has the wrong time on it... argh... that wassupposeto be 5:25 PM... i had been trying to publish that same post the wholedaytoday!
10:46 PM

hi (^_^)... i'm at work... 5 more minutes andi'm done.
2:10 PM

sunday, november 19, 2000

oooh... yum... mom's gonna make spaghetti fordinner tonight! yes!
6:12 PM

no worries, Jerwin... it iscertified forged.it'sbeen going around for a while. i hope that whoever said these comments realizeswhat he/she said was wrong. let's forgive him/her. here's a very good reply fromaFilipino to the person whoever did this. i hope that people confirm theauthenticityof any e-mail messages first before they forward them to somebody else.thisis absurd.
5:05 AM

i just finished watching The Patriot. the movie'sokayi guess. i didn't really love it 100%. i guess i didn't like the moviebecausethere were so many deaths in the movie and i don't like that verymuch...the movie also makes me hate the British so i don't like that either...thestory is so much similar to Braveheart. theBritish was portrayed in the movie as savage, ruthless and inhuman. didthe British's brutalities towards men, women and children as portrayedinthe movie really happen? i wonder if the same thing happened in Canada.wellmaybe not since we are still Her Majesty the Queen's loyal subjects(ugh..formalities suck)... maybe this is why we are "sometimes" made fun ofand/orridiculed by "most" Americans because of our ties with the British.. ormaybenot... just my observation... damn you, southpark.... how dare you makefunof Canada and our beloved Anne Murray... hehehe...

well, i couldn't find Princess Mononoke in Blockbuster as Tim recommended... so i got TiggertheMovie instead... P^k couldn't wait to see it...

i also rented Final Fantasy(VII)to discover what Tim et al are always raving about.... and i think i kinda like it. now i know whereTimgot his site name (i have an extra ticket for "loveless", tim... youwannacome? ^_^)... i was kinda lost the first time i played it but i learneditpretty quick. i have a playstation at home but i rarely play with itandwhen i do i try to avoid strategy/role playing games because they makemethink and i don't like games that make me think... hehe... i'm lazy andsois my brain... but this game is okay. i think i managed to reach level10or 11, and i had three characters playing at the same time and i hadnamesfor them too - Hidetaka (a soldier?), Biggie (the big buffy black guywitha machine gun) and Toyoko (I'm still not clear who she is)... Well i'mstill not 100% sure what's going on... i know that we were trying to save a placecalled Midgar from an evil government or something... and i know weweretrying to get to the nuclear reactors... ah shai... i'm not really goodinthese games... am i too old for them? the characters are cute so ikindalike that. i hope Tim can shed some light next time i see him online.

i also rented Akira Kurosawa's Ran which i heard is a good movie... well according to the video store clerk...but i believe him... i heard all of Kurosawa's movies are masterpieces....especially this one.
3:03 AM

saturday, november 18, 2000

i'm back to business... just got a newkeyboard...and it's so cheap... it's only $15... there's actually another one onlyfor$9 but they ran out... i needed the keyboard so bad i settled for the$15one ^_^ it's so clean! i opened my old keyboard and i couldn't believethestuff i found inside... eeew.

i had a bad day yesterday (friday)... first, i thought my shift started9 AM but it actually started at 8 AM... so i was late and i didn'trealizethe whole thing until 12 when i checked what time i was suppose to goforlunch... uh oh... and nobody told me i was suppose to be workingalready..i was just sitting pretty at my desk drinking coffee and surfing the'netfor half an hour... i felt so bad...

and then i had a really rude call from one of our clients who was veryadamantshe gets one year supply of birth control pills and the company coversitbecause she was going out of the country for a year... i told her itwasn'tpossible and then she burst into fury... she demanded that she getsthem!i really wanted to tell her off... what the hell is she going to do out ofthe country? whore herself or something... she should be ashamed ofherself...bitch!

sorry i got carried away there... argh.

i came home... i couldn't really use the computer because of my bustedkeyboard...but i managed to post a short note to let everyone know that i'm stillalive.so i ended up watching tv... wow... i haven't watched tv for a longtime. i saw two nice movies.

first one i saw was a Japanese movie with English subtitle on Bravo!called Shall We "Dansu"? ("Dansu" is suppose to be "Dance" butwrittenin Katakana). It was hilarious... I love it. It's about a married manwho became attracted to a dance instructor... he started taking the dance lessonswithout his wife and daughter knowing... the second movie i saw was aFilipinomovie with English subtitle on Showcase... the movie was abouta girlwho lived in the slums of Manila who got pregnant by a son of a richwoman...the girl later found out the guy was just playing around with herfeelings...there was a lot of sex scenes in the movie ^_^ I notice Showcasehavebeen showing a lot of Filipino movies... well at least once everyweekend...There was another one last weekend too. i tend to read through thesubtitles although i completely understand what they were saying... argh, subtitles.
5:07 PM

ok... i'm still blogging this from my bustedkeyboard...i found a way to type characters but it's a tedious process... i'msorryi can't reply to e-mails right now.
10:58 AM

friday, november 17, 2000

my sister spilled water on my keyboard lastnightso I couldn't blog from home. I gotta get a new keyboard.
8:53 AM

thursday, november 16, 2000

the banana i brought today for lunch iscurved...not straight... but i didn't eat it.
5:34 PM

wednesday, november 15, 2000

yay! timmyofficially opened his group blog and he calls it "nothing". here's thedescriptionof the blog: Nothing is a group blog. We lovenothing.Nothing is pointless. Nothing is about nothing. If you would like to bepartof nothing, too bad. Tim started nothing. Nothing is really boring.i love everything on it already... they haven't even started the blogyet!... and most of all, i love the Zen-ness of it... weddagochimu-san!
11:12 PM

the banana i had with my lunch was thestraightestbanana i've ever seen and it was so long... it looked like an organicvibrator...i felt really awkward eating it in the lunchroom (and yes i was eatinglunchby myself again)... i heard the girls giggling at the other tablebesidemine and one of them was looking at my banana... were they gigglingabout my banana? i should tell mom to choose the banana i bring for lunch carefullynext time...
3:54 PM

tuesday, november 14, 2000

trivia time! Famous partial-Filipino superstars:

11:33 PM

Guess what I'm singing right now: Desde el mar en Ipanema. Hasta el cielo de Tahiti. Bajo el sol de Kuala Lumpur. Atravesar el planeta tras deti. Desdeque sent_ tu cuerpo. Ya no puedo resistir. Sin llevarte entr_ mis brazos. Tueres eso que so_ conseguir. Para mi ese ritmo total que hay en tusvenas latiendoal comp_. Para mi ese algo especial. Viva la musica, d_elo ya.Ah! I can smell the beautiful beach of Las Filipinas! I can't wait tillnextyear! The song reminds me so much of the beach.. I haven't seen a"real"beach for 7 years...

10:38 PM

Why were you not looking at my eyes?
Should I be concerned?
You were close to me
yet you were so distant.
I could feel the heat radiating from you
yet you tried so hard to shield it.
Were you afraid that I would know?
.. that I would know your true feelings for me?
There is always tomorrow.
Will you look at my eyes tomorrow?
9:58 PM

i went to the company lunchroom... it's a hugeroom where all employees in the building eat their lunch... everytime ieatmy lunch there i have to find people i know who i can eat lunch with...soi went there today and looked around, looking for people i know.. i sawnobody...i had to eat my lunch by myself... argh... it's like being back to highschool- eating lunch in the high school caf... if you eat alone you'reconsidereda loner - yeah, i was a loner today.

something weird came up in my mind... i suddenly thought of thelunchroomas a big corporate cruising ground. oh my god. i know some of myco-workerscruise for good looking babes there... but not me... but i did notice acute asian girl sitting at the table right across me.
12:45 PM

monday, november 13, 2000

argh... i'm hungry again.. let me eat some morespam and rice...
6:35 PM

ha! my inbox is still empty... i reply to mye-mailsas soon as i get them... ha!

i'm off today... i woke up around 7:15 AM to bring Patrick to theschoolbus stop... i went back to bed as soon as i got home... and then ioverslept,woke up around 1 PM... i set my alarm clock to 10:30 AM, obviously imusthave turned it off... hehe... i was by myself, at home, sleeping... iusuallydon't sleep when i know i'm the only person at home because of ghostexperiences
at home... but i was brave. i got myself some spam - i like them sliced thinand fried golden brown, served with white rice and Kikkoman with chillibeansauce.. yum!

i fell in love with this L'Arci-en-Ciel (Raruku en shieru) song Anata (You)... remindsme so much of somebodyvery close to my heart... *sigh*...

3:48 PM

wow.. i'm really doing a great job replying tomy e-mail... the inbox of all my e-mail accounts are all empty... yes,empty!i'll give myself a nice pat on the back... *great job, gari*
12:01 AM

sunday, november 12, 2000

meet my children (the kids above)... they willguide you... no more excuses for not finding my guestbook ^_^ hehe...

you know what i notice? there's a lot of useless stuff on this site. ohwell. it makes me happy... that's all that matters... mwa ha ha!
6:56 PM

ratsushi, anyone? canI say eeeeww? ^.^ it's a nifty site anyway... i think they serve ricky-martinsushi too...

there's a quote on this blogsite too from Stockwell Day, CanadianAllianceParty leader... I'm sorry owners of Rat Sushi for re-quoting the whole thing...(you should put permalinks on your blog! hehe): God, as a God of love, warns usaboutthings that can be detrimental to us. One of those things is sodomy. -Stockwell Day, Alliance party leader (CCanada)that's why i would never vote for his party this coming parliamentary elections ... Stockwell Day I heard is against homosexuality and looksdown on feminine rights... i'm curious as to what other things he hasinmind... what can i say, he's a former hardline christian minister.... ilikethe liberals...
5:50 PM

some people didn't realize that the the littlepeople above are clickable... yes they are... my children will be yourguide...i actually have names for them: Tonoko, Chimu, Minna, Lucas, Michiko,Jos,Akiko, Hidetaka, Princesa, Ino and Kidokatto, respectively.
5:25 PM

my aunt panicked after i showed her how easy it is to find her homeaddressand telephone number from the internet anywhere in the world... lookwhatinternet can do...
4:39 PM

this is agreat way to keep in touch with a group of people - in my case my highschoolfriends from the Philippines, the US and Canada.
3:16 PM

i saw a blue velvety bra on the ground while iwas walking home last night... i wonder if that's a sign... a sign thatiwill meet my future wife... blue is my favourite colour and brais the symbol for the feminine sex... hmmm... maybe i'll meet atransvestite...who knows? well, somebody's boobies were exposed to the cold Torontoweather that's for sure...
3:18 AM

no more mind games... that's it... it's over...total waste of my time... I could've blogged instead of wasting my timewithyou, you lotus eater!
2:33 AM

saturday, november 11, 2000

the cultof the bluelotus, eh?

if it's going to be a cult, there would be no suicides, no bloodshed,nofighting, like the other cults out there... it would be a community ofpeopleworshipping the Great Karmic Mother Lotus... a group of peace-lovingpeoplewho would profess their obedience to Her earthly son, His Majesty PrinceKohshi, who was conceived by the power of the Most Holy Wasabi, andHisMajesty's Consort PrincessTonoko... We would make love, not war... We would eat sushi and notourpets... We would always sing Favourite Things.... our community would include famous people such as MarthaStewart, Bjork and Monica Lewinsky... With the help of the GreatWasabi, wewould spread our message of love to all mankind...

Fuck, how disturbing can that be? ^_^ hehe
7:00 PM

I am so sleepy. I have to slap my face when I'mfalling asleep.
4:31 PM

I uninstalled Internet Explorer 5.0 and replacedit with 4.0 because 5.0 kept on crashing... argh... new motto: as longasit's working, keep it... there's really not that big of a differencebetweenthe two programs. Outlook Express 4.0 loads up faster than 5.0 anyway,so...I need a new computer man...
3:34 PM

... can't find the spoon that we once had...the sugarcubes will melt no more... we belong as two two together...

I just had maguro (raw tuna) and unagi (eel) forlunch...yum... I just discovered this sushi bar and Japanese grocery storecloseto our place... easy access to wasabi... ^_^
2:05 PM

oh look... my cousin Jembo's website...he lives in the Philippines... itsah byuti!
12:56 AM

I finished replying to ALL my e-mails... wow!I'm so impressed at moi....
12:40 AM

friday, november 10, 2000

it's a long weekend for me... Canada celebrates Remembrance Day - a day to honour our World War I and II veterans... Ididn'teven realize the long weekend until yesterday when my friend remindedme...you can tell I really don't have any plans... everyone at work will bedoing something... I'm doing nothing which I like... I like to do nothing...I just want to sit and do nothing... or just sit and blog... hey, that'sagood idea. I got some Japanese readings to do anyway, thanks to myco-worker...argh... ^_^ ... he showered me with all these Japanese stuff... they'reallgood stuff... I'm turning more and more Japanese everyday and I can't stop it...

I surprised my other co-worker with my Italian... I could see his eyes fullof amazement when I recited John 3:16 in Italian... Identity CrisisSyndromeis sometimes a good thing ^_^ Should I even mention my Russian?
9:49 PM

i'm sitting at my office, enjoying a nice cupof coffee... enjoying the most of this short period of relaxation... igot15 minutes before i plunge myself to piles and piles of work... so helpmeoh great Wasabi...
8:47 AM

May I present to you, His Majesty Prince Kohshi,Crowned Prince of Bururotasia (formerly Bluelotusland), and Her MajestyPrincessTonoko:

(sorry... images no longer available... 2006/03/19... Me)

So cute! ^_^
1:03 AM

send your kids to this camp...
12:12 AM

Kewl... Voltes Vis back! Filipinos are really crazy for this machine... I read somewherethat Marcos banned this anime back in the 70's because, according tothis site,"children would grow up idolizing machines rather than people, but, as Bob Johnson expressed in his article SUPER ROBOTS INVADE THE U.S.!, (MARKALITE Vol.1,#1), "his real fear may have been that the plot of Voltes V centered onanoppressed people's rebellion against an elite royal family."

12:07 AM

wednesday, november 8, 2000

Anata

Look behind you...
Do you see me?
Listen...
Do you hear me?
Feel...
Do you feel my love?
Come to me...
and feel the aura of my love...
Feel it, it is for you only...
When you look into my eyes
I see nothing else but your's... ... so beautiful...
When you talk... I hear nothing else... only your sweet sounding voice...
I am enchanted
by the rhythmic movement of your rosy lips
I want to touch them with mine....
Look at me... feel me... hear me...
Do you know that I love you? Only you.
11:54 PM

i am right now staring at my monitor...blankly...i still have 3 minutes left from my lunch time...
12:58 PM

whoa! i finished replying to my e-mails on oneof my accounts... i did that for an hour and fifteen minutes! gotta gotobed...
1:12 AM

tuesday, november 7, 2000

Tim suggests this for
mynext hairstyle... yeah, okay, i'll keep it in mind...
10:43 PM

oh look it... a page
whereyou can drag stuff... i haven't seen one from a blog... i've only seenonesin those nasty "drag-the-doll's-clothes-off" sites if you know what i'msayin'...
8:26 PM

so long, farewell, i need to say adieu...adieu,adieu, to you and you and you.... the sun has gone to bed and so musti....good-bye... good-bye... good-bye! ^_^
12:39 AM

i received a mass e-mail today for an invitationto rally in front of the Japanese consulate in Toronto... it's a rallyforthe comfort womenin World War II... i personally don't like blaming people especiallyabout
what they've done in the past... and it's not even the same people!
argh...all i can say is that i'm over and done with it... i don't even knowhowi ended up getting this e-mail... i hate to hear stories like this...

it reminds me of my grandpa and his World War II stories... he passedawaylast year... he used to tell me stories how he, my grandma, my uncleandmy aunt had to hide in bomb shelters when the Japanese bombed andinvadedManila... he used to talk about how he hated the puppet government intheislands under Japan... how the Filipinos were maltreated by theJapanese
soldiers... the comfort women issue... how he used to carry bags of
moneyto buy food in the market when the Philippine currency was replaced bytheso-called "puppet money" (Filipino version of the Japanese Yen)... howsomeof his male friends joined the underground resistance against theJapanese..he did not join out of fear for his family... the famous Battle ofCorregidor(Philippines) where the Americans, Filipinos and other Allies defeatedtheJapanese... the kamikazes (suicide bombers)... the jubilation in thestreetsof Manila when the Japanese surrendered which brought the Philippinesback
to the States (yup! the story did not end there... but that's another
story...)

the former "enemies" paid their faults... the bombings of Hiroshima andNagasaki,along with the ones all over Europe and the Pacific, were very unhappyandunfortunate consequence of man's greed, hatred and lust for power...our
forefathers have paid their debts... let's not point to their faults...
it'sall finished... we, their grandchildren, are here to make sure historydoesnot repeat itself and to safeguard freedom and peace throughout theworld...

these are the stories that are imprinted permanently in my mind... i'llnever forget my tatay (means "father" in Filipino but that'show icall my grandpa) and his stories... he's happy where he is now i'm sureof
that ^_^

Sorry if all of a sudden my blog got boring for you... okay! back toregularwholesome programming! ^_^
12:08 AM

monday, november 6, 2000

digitalrice server's down.. great...
11:02 PM

i flirt a lot.
10:28 PM

raindrops and roses and blue satin sashes...


i can't stop singing this song... it's stuck in my head now... Bjorkdid it... i have a secret to tell you... *looks around*... i know SoundofMusic by heart ^_^ i think i've watched it a hundred times in thespan of my childhood, adolescence, adulthood... it wasn't my fault...it'smy dad's favourite musical so we had to watch it when we were kids...

when the dog bites, when the bee stings, when i'm feelingsad...i simply remember my favourite things and then i won't feel so bad.....*bows*
9:29 PM

it's another manic Monday... don't you just likeMondays? Monday is my favourite day.. I love Monday! I wish everyday isMonday....NOT!!
8:39 AM

Chimu-san...what
marvelous new work of art you got there! indeed you are the most
honourableand highest sensei of web designs... you are a samurai and HTML is yourikebana...^_^ can i be your geisha? LOL
1:37 AM

i should reward Mr. Flower for being good to methe whole day today... he didn't turn himself off during thetransconfigurationof the bluelotus project... very good... as a reward, i will not punch,shakeand swear at him anymore... (Mr. Flower is my ancient computer by theway...).
1:01 AM

i've finally finished the new design for thebluelotusproject... sorry, no more animes for the new design... i may put thembackon in the future but not right now... webdesign is tootime-consuming...i had so much free time this afternoon and night so... the new designisvery basic, very childish... but i like it... Plikes it...
12:49 AM

sunday, november 5, 2000

i've been playing J^s' Bjork cd Telegramover and over again... i should get my own copy... i think i'm becomingobsessed...
5:11 PM

Bjork was amazing in Dancer in theDark!she and the movie made me cry... i couldn't stop my tears fromfalling...the movie was so sad... i was so upset i wanted to leave the theatreandcry... i was praying James would not talk to me during the sad partbecausei could get really embarrassed if he saw me crying... during the sadparts,i was trying to think happy thoughts so i wouldn't cry but it didn'twork...^_^ i cry easily watching sad movies... i'm such a cry baby...right nowi'mstill thinking about the movie and i'm still upset!

i didn't realize Bjork can act... she really threw a greatperformance...
i love the musicals in the movie too... i was not really a Bj^k fan (i
onlylike some of her dance remix songs) but i started liking her afterseeingher in that movie... the only thing that i didn't like about the moviewassome of the camera shots similar to the Blair Witch ones... i got aheadacheout of it... but i totally love the movie... Jerwin & Jeff didn't make it to themoviebut i'm sure they'll like it...


in another story... i had a really interesting dream last night... i
wentto visit Japan... I went to a restaurant and ordered chicken
teriyaki...when i was about to pay i only had Canadian dollars... the cashierwouldnot accept it... so i told her i was gonna go out and find a foreignexchange...i was starving so i told her i'd come back for sure... so i ran alongthestreets looking for foreign exchange and i couldn't find one... i foundthisbasketball gym... inside were American and Canadian players... yay! iaskedthem where the foreign exchange was but they only knew ones that wereveryfar from where i was... i was stuck... then i woke up... very hungry...iwanted to go back to sleep to continue it because i wanted to eat sobad...i forgot that was just a dream... i got up and had fried chicken...
1:34 PM

saturday, november 4, 2000

oh great... Sapporo Ichiban for lunch...where's mommy??
3:34 PM

last night we watched Charlie's Angelsand wow, i liked the movie... the actions were unrealistic and shockingyetthey were very entertaining... the angels were very funny too,especiallyCameron D?z... Lucy Liu got the most cheers from the crowd... there wasalot of hilarious scenes... there was a lot of matrix-like moves too...ithought the movie was going to be cheesy... it was okay... i liked it.wewere lucky to get tickets... after that we went for bubble tea atYorkville...


today i'm gonna watch Dancer in the Dark...
2:46 PM

friday, november 3, 2000

everything is crap.
5:45 PM

thursday, november 2, 2000

what's up, B? wa-sa-bi... i'm searchin' thecity for sci-fi wasabi... i luv this song... hehe.
11:03 PM

anotherblogger who worships badreligion, the granddaddiesof punk rock, yeah!... perhaps he's also one of the 21st centurydigitalboys...

this brings me back in the summer of '96 when i first saw bad religioninconcert, for their the gray race tour... it was so cool... averyinteresting crowd - mohawks, worn-out leather, high-cut doc marten'sboots,nose rings, earrings, liprings, rainbow colour hair dye, you name it! i
thinki only saw two other asians amongst the crowd - a guy and a girl, and ithinkthey were a couple... they had the same hairstyle, same haircolour(rainbow),etc... i felt quite out-of-place but my university friend David wastherewith me so it was fine... yeah, i looked so cool, one-of-a-kind - theasianpunk rocker... what ya lookin' at?, said my mind... as soon astheband came out and started playing their opening song the gray race,ifelt quite right at home... i felt i was a part of the crowd, and thesong... the framework of the world is black and white. theinfrastructure
builders flex their might... the gray race shrivels trapped inside the
worldit creates it's black and white...... sad but true...


vive le punk!
12:39 AM

wednesday, november 1, 2000

this is so cool... i just signed up for Yahoo! by Phone... so i got myselfafree voice mailbox and i can listen to my voice messages right from mypc...i luv technology!

so if you want me to hear yer sweet voice, leave me a voice message by
dialing1-800-MY-YAHOO, choose the option to leave a message and when promptedentermy mailbox number 416-HI-LOTUS... warning: i won't be returning yourmessagesby voice so...
10:30 PM

i feel much better now... i just had a coke.
1:23 PM

i feel really shitty today... it must be thelackof coffee...
10:56 AM

argh... i'm drinking tetley tea... i forgot totake out money from the bank machine and therefore i don't have moneytobuy my coffee at work... i'm so disappointed... i don't drink westerntea...i only drink coffee and green tea... but i had to have some kind ofcaffeinein the morning man.
8:53 AM

i'm so stupid sometimes... i read other people'sblogs without even knowing they were talking about me... them dislikingme...or worse case, hating me... well, it is unfortunate... i don't fight orbitch
people back because that's just not me... if they don't like me, fine,
andthat doesn't mean i don't like them either... i'm human... i make
mistakes...i make broken promises... all i can say to you is i'm sorry, ihopethat makes you feel better...
12:06 AM

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