snowdusk

Tuesday, october 31, 2000

 i had a funny dream last night... i was watching a porno movie and my good buddy jodinand was on it... first part was a solo act by himself (dun worry jodee, youwere well-endowed in the movie!)... but what the hell were you doing ontop of the toilet bowl man?! it was a very short scene though... thenext scene was two queenie guys kissing and bitching loudly aboutsomething... again it was only a short scene... it was supposedly aporno flick directly by jodee himself... i think it's because i readjodee's blog rightbefore i went to bed and there is a photo of him with chains andhandcuffs on the site...and somehow infected my dreams... well it's better than my usual ghostnightmares i tell ya! i was giggling when i woke up... encore tonight?oh please no... i think i've seen enough!
10:23 PM

 patrick lootedso much treats... hehe... my teeth are starting to hurt... he wassuperman... he looked really weird because he had this big muscularbody costume while the rest of his body was so tiny... i didn't sayanything because if i did he might not wear it... my 16 year old sister and her friends also did trick-or-treating..nuts... i couldn't figure who she was suppose to be... she was acrossbreed between a cat, a panther and zorro... oh well... it didn'tmatter... her loot was the only thing that counts ^_^ ... i was suppose to wear this piggy hat at work but i said forget it... i wore all black instead which i usually do anyway every tuesday...doh... i just hung up with this guy who sounded so gay on the phone... youknow what his first line was?... "ah hello, you've probably given up onme already..."... er... so i asked him who he was (i really wanted toask who the f*&*^ he was but i was a nice boy)... i found out he got the wrong number... the call made me somewhat nervous... i tried toremember quick when the last time i was drunk, where i slept, and who igave out my number to.. pheeew! oh yeah, happy halloween...
9:46 PM

monday, october 30, 2000

 i officially open..... er.... the bluelotus' tomoe shinohara week... don'task... i'm really embarrassed right now ^.^
11:25 PM

 yay! i've just been accepted as member of asian log... ^_^
8:46 AM

 another monday morning... i hate mondays... but oh well, what can i do? i woke up i thought i was late for work... i forgot to adjust the time in my wrist watch... good thingmy brother adjusted my alarm clock... so i still woke up on time..
8:40 AM

sunday, october 29, 2000

 this concludes my blogging for the day...argh... so much time wasted... let me do some more productive things...g' night!
9:17 PM

 bururotasu has found his long lost twin sister!hehe... well, no, i'd like to think so... this is the kind of site thatmakes me happy ^_^ , very happy ^_^ ... with the colours, animes andall... oh and she taught me more cutefaces...
8:46 PM

 girls areweird...cool site! i think guys are weirdER... i dunno... i remember when i was in grade school and high school that most of my friends were girls...i'm much more comfortable around them i guess... okay... this is the third person who worship the movie dancer in the dark so now igotta watch it... what she said was very convincing.. she quotes: i saw dancer in the dark last night.as soon as i got home, i typed away a review for my zine while it was still fresh in my mind. it was the best movie i've seen in theatersthis year. it was a tearjerker...had me crying like a baby. bjork wasamazing in it and if you haven't seen it yet, go. even if you have todrive two hours to see it like tony. (it's playing in select theatersso it might be hard to find. if i knew where it was playing earlier, iwould've seen it the night it came out). - theresa of girlsareweird.comi guess you're right, timmy^_^
7:52 PM

 i just overheard my mom saying why patrick, my 6 year old brother, did not finish his lunch at school -patrick admitted that he was so busy at school he had no time finishing his food.. he only had two minutes left... wow... i already see the workaholic me in him... bad.
7:20 PM

 cool.. i just added my mood indicator on thesite through i-mood... since i'm amoody person you'll see this changing a lot... now you'll know when totalk to me and not... hehe...
6:50 PM

 i'm sleepy, cold, craving for burger kingwhopper... and i need to pee ^.^
6:44 PM

 i guess i have an excuse for being in front of my computer again... my brother is watching mortal kombat in myroom and did not want to leave when i asked him. well, hello there! i'mback ^_^
5:54 PM

 ammm... i didn't meant it but it happens... imust go away... now


2:40 PM

 ... but no... i don't want my site to bej-pop girlie fan site... bluelotus goes pop! yekkk... i might as wellput britney spears and nsync pictures on my site...

2:18 PM

 ... ah i know... i should make her song kurukuru mirakuru featured song of the site! dDsMMVd9 ! ^_^
2:15 PM

  tomoe is so cute i might put her picture on my site banner in place of myanimes... ^_^
2:12 PM

 i'm reeeeaaally bored this sunday....


2:05 PM

 oh my god... my dad's playing mr. robotoby styx on stereo... i hope we get power failure... domo arigato,mr. roboto, wok wok boogie woogie...... eh?
2:00 PM

 what would you do if you're in love withsomebody you can't have? hey, where's my toblerone!
1:53 PM

 when thathappens, do what i do -- blog.
12:04 PM

 o mare, kumusta kana? kewlness... another filipino blogger or blager.
12:01 PM

 ack! i just realized i had to set theclock an hour behind for the daylight savings time... i was wonderingwhy all my blog post was set an hour behind... and so i checked theclock on a tv channel and the blog time was right... then i rememberedabout the savings time... i thought i was going nuts... i thought ientered into the twilight zone... imagine coming to work an hourearlier on monday and wonder where everybody is...
11:54 AM

 some sites don't even have a guestbook...argh... so that means i have to send an e-mail... which means that ihave to open my outlook express and wait one minute to open it upcompletely... i'm ready to smash my ancient computer... but i can'tyet, i need a replacement... oops, i think mr. flower heard me.
11:46 AM

 i just applied for this asianlog webring..i hope i get in... i guess i satisfied all the requirement... yeahokay! ^_^ ... i stumbled into this interesting site by kaosboy... no, not jerwin & jeff's keos but kaos...coming out in blog... that's pretty kewl.
11:41 AM

 it's impossible to sign guestbooks ofdifferent sites i visit... argh... but i do try my best to... new rule:i only sign if i like the site.
11:20 AM

 i wonder what a pugh is... does everyoneknow? or am i the only one who doesn't? this site is kewl.
11:12 AM

 oooh... nice bj?k pic...
10:25 AM

 okay... what's up with the dark texts andstuff going on in bloglandia recently?!... i can hardly read it! i gothigh myopia common! ^_^ hehe... this sight must be oneof chimu-san'saccomplices! gotta get him... hayaaah! it's okay... it's kinda, er,erotic.. hmm... dark, erotic, right? most people have sex in the dark,right? i like this siteanyway... i think i'll keep it... ooh, who's that gorgeous goddess onthe main page? can i be her slave? ^.^ don't worry, chimu-san, i'mstill your slave... i just need a secondary master (or mistress) tosatisfy my increasing needs... hmm.. i think i should check out that movieyou guys are ranting about... it better be good!
9:47 AM

 yukk... i can't stand donuts...
9:28 AM

 Tomoe is so cute!^_^


8:58 AM

saturday, october 28, 2000

 I learned something interesting today. Iam 1/16 Chinese. Well, it's almost negligible but it's interesting toknow that. My mom never told me her great-great-grand mother is pureChinese. I woke up today and just out of the blue I asked her whetherwe have Chinese blood and then she started talking about her mother'sChinese uncle named Sumpiak Lee where she lived when she was veryyoung. My mom's parents were very poor at that time and so her richuncle took her to live with them. I asked my mom because I rememberedmy mom's mother side of the family do not look like pure Filipinos andmy Mom and two of my siblings' skins are fair. This also explains whymy mom and her family wore white at her mother's funeral which is aChinese tradition. I should do some more research about my familyroots... who knows, I might be the descendant of Rajah Soliman, lastking of Manila, and be his rightful heir to the throne... LOL! thenmaybe I should seize power... but first, get rid of corrupt PresidentEstrada... hehe.
2:43 PM

friday, october 27, 2000

 I had a nightmare again last night. A bad spiritwas trying to get into my body. I was lying on my bed praying andreciting Our Father and Hail Maryover and over again.. my parents and siblings were there too.. theirhands on my body and reciting the prayers with me... we lost... the badspirit went into my body... I felt a cold pressure on my back... that'swhen I woke up shouting... My dad was pounding my locked door... I toldhim what happened... Weird, huh? I always have a rosary under my pillowbut I lost it a few days ago.. I get really frightening nightmaresinvolving a ghost in my room that's why I always have it. I better findit. I should think happy thoughts before I sleep tonight... There,something scary for the Hallowe'en ^_^
12:34 AM

 We ran out of coffee this time but we hadtons of coffee filters... what the... My brother was going to thestore... quick! he was just pulling off the driveway! So I ran to thedoor, waved my two arms and yelled at my brother... I hope I didn'twake anybody up... I got his attention... I asked him get coffee... Hecame back and what did he get? Coffee, yay!... but hey, something'swrong... label says decaffeinated... Argh! Coffee is not coffeewithout caffeine! So yeah, I had decaf instead... I'm dozing. From nowon, I'll check our cupboard everyday to check our supply of coffee. I'mthe only one here at home who seem to care.
12:20 AM

wednesday, october 25, 2000

  I just had an interesting chat withChimu-san... we talked about a lot of things: his homosexual sumowrestler roommate named Charlene; Pikachu being a queenie male... er...animal; me stealing my brother's talking Pikachu and bringing it in myroom and play with it; proposal to stalk each other; Japanese... andother nerdy stuff [^_^] I should sleep now. I'm tired.
10:57 PM

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY, D!!



When my path is bright you walk with me
When my path is dark you are my guide
I pray that you're always be by my side
Happy birthday to you my dearest friend
Happiness, love and wisdom
I hope you'll find.

Okay Daniel... it was kinda cheesy but that was my best shot in writingpoems... Hey, I really meant it! ^_^

8:56 AM

tuesday, october 24, 2000

  Hey you! Yeah, you! Everytime Iread your blog I have to Edit > Select Allto highlight the texts... It's so hard to read! Please don't tortureme! I will die without reading your blog! He he he... ^_^ It's okay,don't worry about me... I'm just a silly-whiner today...
11:36 PM

 I have 40 minutes to read other people's blogs.So I was happy singing a songwhile preparing the coffee brewer for a cup of coffee... opened up thecupboard and guess what I found out - no coffee filters, again! I wasfurious. After so much nagging, my brother finally went out to buy anew pack. I hate it when that happens. So I just finished my cup ofcoffee for the night... it's gonna be fun trying to sleep tonight.
11:27 PM

 Sometimes the truth is hard to acceptespecially finding it out after you've clinged to something so tightthat it's hard to let go of it. Sometimes we wish we've known the truthfrom the beginning and not subject ourselves to mind torture,heartaches, and dead-end hopes -- blinded. I guess we just haveto view it as a good lesson in life. In a way it was a good thingbecause I've learned something new.. something good. Move on,bururotasu, move on -- shitsuren. Life is full of drama and itsucks.
12:12 AM

monday, october 23, 2000

 Now I'm sure I want to go to Japan and teachEnglish... I can't stand the English language being sabotaged...
10:09 PM

sunday, october 22, 2000

 smalljapanese notebook ､ I have been reading this blog for a whilenow but I didn't really get the chance to add it amongst my favouritelists which was awfully rude of me, considering the author of this blog put mine in his. I'm so sorry ^.^ I like this blog because it'sspontaneous... it's like reading the mind of the author... The guy'sonly fifteen so I even praise him more. I also have a small notebook I carry with me everyday... but it's for reminders. You can tell I can't afford a nice digital organizer, eh? Hehe he. I want a Palm Pilot! I call my notebook small English notebook of reminders...Hmm... now I realize I write all my reminders in English and why not inFilipino? Actually, all Filipinos do that. Strange. Well, reminders inFilipino would look strange in your organizer or notebook. This is howmy reminders for tomorrow would look like in Filipino:

• Kumuha ka ng income tax return para sa 1999. Angtamad-tamad mo talaga!
• Bumili ka ng solusyon sa kontak lens.
• Kunin mo ang mga litrato. Isang buwan na hindi mo pakinukuha!

You have to be a Filipino speaker to understand my point. 8:15 PM

 My featured song > Ikaw Pa Rin - by TedIto ､Call me bakya but I really like this song ^_^ (bakyameans corny in Filipino... somebody correct me if I'm wrong).This is one of the Filipino versions of Saigonoiiwake. The title means still youin English. This was the most popular version in Manila in 1990 andthis was the first version I heard and liked. Ted Ito, the singer, isJapanese but sings in both Filipino and Japanese (I can see why hepicked to sing in Filipino... Filipino and Japanese are both syllabaryand the syllables sound alike in the two languages... this is my areaof personal research which I will discuss once I'm finished... hehe..the geek in me... ^_^). Click on the play button on your rightto hear the song. Click here for thelyrics. Enjoy.
7:11 PM

 I'm eating peanuts as I type this. I'm onlytyping with one hand... the other picking peanuts.
6:54 PM

 What a busy weekend! D's 22nd birthday. I was the official coordinator of the event ^_^. It went really fine andso I'm proud of myself. He he he. I smell my own vanity. First in the programme was a Japanese dinner at a restaurant called Fune,downtown Toronto. Food was amazing! I had hamachi (yellowtail), ikura (salmon roe) and tempura dinner... eating raw food is fun! The server was cute. We confused her a lot but she still maintained her cutesmile. Fourteen people came and that includes Jerwin and Jeff. Food was a bitexpensive but it was definitely worth it. Next, we hung out a bit at a bar called Panorama... at the51st floor of a building. You could see Toronto from there. It wasamazing. We didn't stay there long because we didn't have a table. Ididn't realize we had to book way ahead for a table. It was my first time there... next stop, karaoke! We're mostly Asians so, yeah... it's an Asianthingy. We sang our ass off while some gulped cans of beer... I onlyhad two and a glass of liquor earlier so I wasn't drunk otherwise I'dmake a fool of myself again.. hehe... then Daniel wanted to go check out a, er, a *bar*... we went in andthen left after about five minutes I think. hehe.. Finally, we all went to Chris& Andrew's place, had some pizza and wine, and truth or dare. Imissed this couple. I haven't hung out with them for a long time. I'mglad they were there with us last night. ... definitely an unforgettable moment... Daniel's happy so I'm happy.I'm beginning to like being a birthday coordinator (gee, what atitle!). Somebody's birthday iscoming up... I should apply for that one ^_^
5:32 PM

friday, october 20, 2000

 I didn't blog much yesterday... well, Idon't blog much really... so I'm blogging from work... I'm starting in10 minutes. I should do this quickly. I didn't get enough sleepyesterday. *Somebody* kept me up (you know who you are.. why you!)..hehe.. just joking... I don't want to hurt people's feelings... I hopeI don't fall asleep at work... I hope phone problems at work is fixed..it should be... they had all day yesterday to have it fixed.... Iwasn't stressed at all... Well, I gotta get back to work...
8:53 AM

thursday, october 19, 2000

 I should blog more... some people are alreadycomplaining ^_^
12:04 AM

 Click herefor pretty bare tummy preggy woman.
12:02 AM

wednesday, october 18, 2000

  I faxed a letter of complaint to Rogers AT&T Wireless about the problemsI'm having with my cell phone Tuesday night. My cell calls me if I havevoice message and my no answer transfer is not working. Wednesday'spast no call back, no results. I swore I'm not gonna be on hold on thephone to get a customer service agent for half an hour that's why Ifaxed my complaint instead. I've done it for three days. I'm fed up.Crappy. Argh!
11:52 PM

 Katakataka is not a plant that closes itsleaves when touched. I was talking about makahiya. Gee, thanks Mina for bringing that to myattention. I should be more careful with my Filipino.
11:47 PM

tuesday, october 17, 2000

  Nothing much to report today except that Iwas busy organizing a friend's birthday... called up people and talkedto their nice, friendly voice mails. I managed to get a hold of a fewreal people though. Well, Bururotasu needs to get some sleep. Good night.
11:39 PM

 Katakataka - Filipino word for mysterious,mind-boggling and also a plant that closes its leaves by touch, canbe used as a tongue-twister. Kata...katakata... takakatta...takataka... dope!
12:00 AM

monday, october 16, 2000

 My new office location sucks. It's awasteland. I'm not very happy. I love the building and the officeenvironment but... Mead‾‾‾‾‾‾ still sucks! I miss strolling around themall during lunch time!
11:53 PM

sunday, october 15, 2000

  Well, I decided to change my fonts back tosize 2... I put myself into the shoes of my loyal readers and Irealized that - small fonts make my blog look longer and therefore makeit a lot more boring, and that small fonts make readers squint theireyes and may potentially give them eye problems. I just came back from Misyel's birthday celebration... actually it wasa double celebration because it was Jen's, Misyel's friend, birthdaytoo. Birthday dinner was held at Alice Fazooli's Italian Crabshackdowntown Toronto and the dinner was great... Mis‾‾‾‾‾'s close friendswere all there. I was thinking of having grilled alligator but when thewaitress approached me I immediately changed my mind. I was justwatching a documentary on the Discovery channel earlier thatafternoon... yukkk... maybe I'll try next time when my tounge is moreadventurous. I had an Asiago chicken instead. I didn't know Asiago is atype of cheese... I thought it was some kind of Asian-prepared chickendish - ASIAgo, get it? It was good. Then we headed to Misyel's place tohang-out and had some mudslide and cake, and played a game called Outburstwhich was fun. It was a great night. I really enjoyed it. Well I must go to bed now... I have to work three hours tomorrow at ournew building to arrange our workstations and make sure everything is inorder by Monday.
5:16 AM

saturday, october 14, 2000

  HAPPY BIRTHDAY M!!!



Look M, it's you! Do you remember this picture? I think this was takenon my 17th birthday party... er... eight years ago, yikes! I love thatcute smile you always have... and look at me, I was such a nerd... Ididn't even recognize myself! Anyway, I hope your birthday wish forthis year comes true... See ya tonite! ^_^
3:47 PM

friday, october 13, 2000

 I was just looking back at my old photosand I noticed one thing on all the ones with me, drunk - I tend to getvery squishy... hmmm....

1:50 AM

 Okay... I made the fonts on my blogsmaller... really small... let me know if you don't like it. I had tosquint my eyes to read it for a while. It's a thing nowadays - verysmall verdana fonts. I reactivated my cell phone today. I wanted a personalized numberspelling ‾-‾-‾-‾ as the last four digits but unfortunately somebody'staken it already... the best they could do is to change the firstnumber to "6" so, I ended up with a cellular no. ending with M-‾-‾-Y.Nice. It's still easy to remember. What's your cell number? Oh,yeah, 555-M‾‾Y!...note the first three numbers are fictitious for my security... ^_^ I'msuch an insecured person. The visual voice message indicator for somereason is not working... instead when I have a new voice message I getan analog-ish call from a computer saying I have new messages and ifyou don't answer it it's gonna ring forever.. argh! I spent 20 minuteson the phone with a tech support guy but couldn't figure out what waswrong... at the end, he resent my "stuff" to "the network" and asked meif there is still a problem to call the next day because they wereclosing... I shouldn't have told him that I also work in a callcentre.. he knew I wouldn't be mad because I told him how it felt likeworking in a call centre environment... I learned a good lesson today - never throw food, especially awfulsmelling food, at your workstation garbage can... I emptied the can tothe one in our kitchen but the smell still lingered. I was nauseatedthe rest of the afternoon... The food was great though... The companyis moving to a new state-of-the-art building in the far northeasterncorner of Mississauga and they have really strict rules - never eat atyour desk (well I usually don't except today... we all ordered outthat's why I did), there are three bins at each workstation: recyclebin for paper, recycle bin for bottles & cans, and garbage for allothers... I can't wait to see this new place. It's gonna be very boringthough. It's in the middle of nowhere, no malls (a huge mall is facingmy current building), at least 45 minutes bus trip as opposed to 10right now... That's why I reactivated my phone for emergency purposes,in case I get kidnapped, get lost, or something... I heard the newbuilding is close to a forest where deer still graze. Sheez...
1:27 AM

thursday, october 12, 2000

 a smiling flower


12:22 AM

 

Magmula nang tayo ay nagkalayo angpuso'y umiibig pa rin. Nalulumbay sa t'wing maaalala ang lumipas natin.Ang mga mata ko'y laging may luha. Hindi kaya mayro'n ka ng iba?Sabihin mo na 'ko, ako pa rin ang iniibig mo. Kailanman ikaw lamang angaking mahal. Kailanman ang tangi kong pinagdarasal. Minsan 'pagka maymayakap ka patutunayan na mahal kita. Kahit na sa'n ka man naroroonnais ko na iyong malaman. Hinding-hindi kita magagawa na akingkalimutan. Ang lahat sa ating pinagdaan ay turing kong tangingkayamanan. Wala nang higit pa sa ating ginintuang pag-ibig. Kailanman... 12:07 AM

wednesday, october 11, 2000

  ... just had some of my mommy's batsoy...yum.
11:55 PM

 Must try to sleep early... well, early forme is 12:00 AM. For the past few days I've only been getting 5 hourssleep. I'm like a walking zombie at work. Bad.
11:50 PM

 My mood swings have been pretty badlately. One moment, I'm so happy I jump, I giggle, I sing... onemoment, I'll be quiet... one moment I feel like I want to burst intotears.... and the change happened too quick. Where are my pills? Ha haha. Anyway, I discovered this beautiful Filipino song by Jocelyn Enriquez and guesswhat? It's another version of Saigono iiwake!The song title is Kailanman which translates Forever inFilipino... thanks to my source, my fellow digitalrice Jodinand. Click here tolisten to the RealAudio version of the entire song courtesy of Jodinand(visit his awesome site at jodinand.digitalrice.com)whowas very kind to allow me to link the file from his server. I fellin love with the song instantly! When I listened to the words, Ithought I was listening to my current dilemma (Daniel's favouriteword)! Jocelyn Enriquezby the way is a popular Filipino-American artist... she was one of the Starsof 54 artists, there are three of them, right? They did the song IfYou Could Read My Mind, the theme song for the movie 54. Ilove her now. What a gorgeous beautiful voice! I've been busy lately with my Japanese. Within two days I memorized allHiragana and Katakana characters... I'm so proud of myself ^_^ .Afterthat I went crazy reading websites in Japanese and anything Ifind at home with Japanese writing on it to practise. I'm such a nerd.It wasn't hard, really... Next, Kanji, the toughest... ... see, when you're inspired, anything is possible...
11:20 PM

tuesday, october 10, 2000

  I hate this computer.
11:44 PM

monday, october 9, 2000

 I got a complaint from my high school friend whois now in Kuwait that this page and the others (I assume the themessection which I recently changed to Ear Candies)donot load at all in his friend's computer. His computer is probablynot powerful enough to load multimedia sites... or perhaps do not haveRealAudio plug-in installed. My computer is old and crappy but I haveno problems loading the pages... but because I'm nice and considerate^_^ I decided to remove the embedded RealAudio code and changed it tothe pop-out ones. I think the embedded RealAudio code is the cause ofthe problem... or maybe my pages do not load well using Netscape? I'venever tried using Netscape to view my pages. There you go John.. justfor you... Let me know if you're still having a problem.
3:16 AM

sunday, october 8, 2000

 Loveless､ Have I mentioned how I love this site?If I haven't, well I love it. If I have already, I say I love itanother time. There's something dark and mysterious yet sensual aboutthis site. If you like animes, mangas, Tori Amos and Final Fantasy,yeah, you should talk to the guy behind this site. Very original andthere's a lot to play with while you're there. It's a got an awesomeand quite funny survey that I like... I hate surveys but I really likethe ones there. It also features both serious and silly haikus ^_^ Ohand the title Loveless, I totally connect to it. I'm gonna growold lonely. Oh God help me.
8:17 PM

 Whoa... I found a digital smile twin.Neat-o [^_^] [^_^]
6:07 PM

 Thisis the most pathetic joke I've ever read on a weblog.
5:47 PM

 I am so mad at this computer I want tosmash it into small pieces... It's been doing it again - turning off byitself... argh! I hate you Mr. Flower! Why are you doing this to me? Ineed you. I can't live without you. Please don't do this to me. ^_^ ...err, I'm still talking about my computer, okay?
4:01 PM

 New Feature Added ､

I have added anew feature for the site - Site Theme Songs for Today. So far there'sonly two. It basically lists all the songs that I really like and makethem the background music of the site. Today the project features the Voltes V Theme Song remixed byFatboy Slim. Voltes Vhas always been my favourite super robot anime since I was a kid. It isvery popular among Filipinos... there is no single Filipino who doesn'tknow Voltes V. It came out around early 80's. I remember my Mom &Dad bringing me (I was only 6 then) and my brother to the theatre towatch Voltes V... that must have been the first time it came outbecause after that it became a television series. This is a remix byFatboy Slim. I never thought Fatboy Slim would know this song. He musthave some Filipino friends! Actually, I think these Japanese super robotsare also popular among Europeans and Latin Americans... I've seen sitescoming from those places too. So, to listen to it, click the playbutton on the right.
1:55 PM

 Hold on right there. I can't please everybody.I'm not God.
2:08 AM

 I saw Lup in the Third: Castle of Cagliostrothis afternoon with Daniel and wow, I really liked it. Phil was supposeto come with us but unfortunately he couldn't make it. There's aJapanese anime film festival going on right now here in Toronto so Ijust thought I'd check it out. It was the first time I saw this manga.It was very funny and believe it or not there were some scenes that putsome tears in my eyes... argh... corny... It's an old manga (1985) butI'm still impressed at its quality... American animation is nothingcompared to the quality, richness and originality of the Japanese ones. Okay, I gotta start freeing up some hard drive space... I need it toconvert my new MP3 file to RealAudio.
1:58 AM

saturday, october 7, 2000

  ... thank you D‾‾‾‾l. You are a real friend.
1:26 PM

 .. and I love it! I might post the realaudioversion on this site.
1:24 PM

 I found out my permalinks weren't working when Iwas going to blog myself. How sad was I?
1:01 PM

 Kewlness... I'm downloading Voltes Vsoundtrack Fatboy Slim remix ^_^ Yes it's MP3! I keep checking Mr.Flower's harddrive space and it's currently at 22 MB space available...you can do it Mr. Flower, you can do it!
12:25 PM

 Please make me understand! ... or perhaps I'm just overreacting... Why is life so complicated? It'sa challenge.. it's a challenge... Face it... Be strong...... thatkinda helps. Thank you my strong-willed ego.
12:15 PM

 I must divert my thoughts to somethingelse. For the past few weeks my mind has always been thinking of onething. The thing that I want to accomplish... and highly unlikely to beaccomplished. It's like a dead end. Why am I putting myself into thisself-torture? It's eating me alive! I want to know one thing - yesor no. Somehow both yes and no answers are goodenough to put my thoughts at ease. Maybe I should go far far away...
10:47 AM

 Thanksgiving ､

It's Thanksgivinglong weekend in Canada. Mom as usual brought turkey from work and gaveit to my aunt who lives two houses away from us. Her company gives awaythese huge turkeys to all employees every Thanksgiving and Christmas.My aunt prepares and cooks the turkey every year. Her house has alwaysbeen the Thanksgiving venue for my big extended family. It's not reallya very important day for me. I sometimes laugh at it every time Iremember what Wednesday Addams and her brother did on stage for theirschool play to commemorate it. He he he. Sorry, that was not nice. Pun aside, I guess I (and my family) regard Thanksgiving as a way ofthanking God for bringing us to the New World and live a peaceful life.
3:12 AM

friday, october 6, 2000

 why can't we have everything we want? this isdepressing.
3:24 PM

 phone job ､ more neat filipino sites ､mindanao.

i haven't been blogging very much lately... too busy right now... i'malso getting behind, again, replying to my e-mails... i managed to makesome phone calls to my friends last night which i rarely do (i know..i'm very bad)... not because i don't want to talk to them but because iwant to get a break from talking on the phone (i work in a callcentre)... sometimes i don't even talk at home... nah, i was justkidding about the last part... but no, i should talk to my friends onthe phone more often... the ability to e-mail doesn't make it anybetter... i tend to e-mail instead but this is too impersonal... i hate long hold time on the phone... my rule is: if it's availableonline, drop the phone and do it online...if you have a question,research it yourself first and if you still can't get an answer, thencall... i wish i could tell this to my clients if they complain aboutthe long hold time to get me... of course, i can't do that. i found two pretty neat sites today: www.asheee.comand naivemans_worldrenaissance...therebirth of enigmans_world(now, can that be any longer? hehe)... what's interesting is thatthey're brother and sister from the island of moslem mindanao,philippines. i've only met one moslem filipino in my entire life... iworked with him for a good two years... very nice and funny guy... ialways wanted to visit mindanao inspite of the political &religious conflicts going on there...i wish i could've done it when iwas living in the philippines. i'm really interested to know thedifferent lifestyles and customs of moslem filipinos (also known as moros)...i lived in the predominantly christian (catholic) part of thephilippines and i've never been around with any moslem filipino... allmy filipino friends here in canada are catholics... there was only onemosque in manila where i lived... i remember visiting it in one of ourschool fieldtrips... yikes! it's 2:57 am... good night...
2:46 AM

wednesday, october 4, 2000

 a filipinoanime? cool... the name of the anime by the way is sampaguitawhich is filipino for the flower jasmine... jasmines have great scentand they are pretty... but my lotuses are still prettier ^_^
2:29 AM

 so I'm now officially a digitalrice (or stickydigitalrice ;-). Digitalrice.com offersfree site hosting and i actually kinda like it.. and there's no catch!i also love the new address: bluelotus.digitalrice.com.... and withthat i also get a free e-mail account... where can you get this kind ofdeal?! i learned this from my fellow digitalrice brother jodinand who by the wayhelped me a lot setting up the move to the new site (thanks again man!). i finally bought some nice pc speakers today... my old speakers brokelike a year ago i think and i never replaced them... mr. flower (myloyal computer) is too old and weak anyway to play the newestmultimedia stuff... so i have to be very careful not to run so manyprograms at the same time, esp. with mp3's running, or mr. flower wouldcollapse... he used to be the king of multimedia computers backin, er, 1995. it's nice to hear sounds again from my computer. now i need to get some sleep.
1:51 AM

sunday, october 1, 2000

 I'm sorry I've hurt you... and I feelterribly bad... Thanks for being a part of my life. You will always have a specialplace right here in my heart... I will always cherish the great timeswe had together. No farewells... no, none... We will not part.
9:38 PM

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