A blog... or something...
electro hip hop freestyle August 22, 2023 05:58 EDT
journal August 15, 2023 21:38 EDT
It’s been really frustrating battling negativities everyday. I know that these are all just in my mind. I really need to be distracted more other than work. Recently I have considered the possibility of meeting people again for dates maybe but I find my frustration increases as more false negativities come to mind when I’m seeing people. I have ruined many possible relationships because of these negative thoughts. This is one of the reasons why I stopped seeing people years ago. I feel safe when I’m single not seeing anyone. I know they are not real but my mind makes them real. One single action by others, I tend to over-analyze it… I mean like this overthinking just never stops. Yes, I’ve gotten professional help for this and I do try to apply what I have learned from those sessions when these thoughts happen. You might think it’s nothing, I can deal with them easily or even forget about them quickly but it’s different for me. It literally drains me off of my energy and affects just about everything in my life… can’t function well when they come.
80s synth & new wave aNONradio August 14, 2023 20:53 EDT
aNONradio special electroclash August 13, 2023 16:12 EDT
EBM aNONradio August 07, 2023 08:12 EDT
aNONradio house acid house Detroit techno August 07, 2023 07:32 EDT
journal Apple August 05, 2023 07:58 EDT
OMG I am so sick and tired of people mocking me for using Apple products. I use them because they just work… and they work for me. I have tried other “ecosystems” — they just do not work for me. Period. I do not care what any Apple-haters say. The trend seems to be like this: once a company rises to popularity, people start mocking it.
aNONradio minimal synth August 03, 2023 07:35 EDT
aNONradio electro August 03, 2023 07:13 EDT
journal August 01, 2023 22:29 EDT
Oh dear… What happened to my promised a-blog-a-day? LOL. I have been forgetting to do them before going to bed.